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how are you doing over there?
i wonder if it rains, if you're well, if you're happy
who knew life would be so hard without you
every day feels like a dark rainy night
my bed is cold, my arms are empty

come home, my love
bring me bright, sunny days again

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007
yexueli posted at 8:48 AM | 0 Noticed Me

My days seemed to have gone from bad to worse.

This is it, I think. This is my breaking point.

I can't go to the friends I usually go to, because I think I've just lost them. I can't even go to the one person I thought I could always rely on, because I'm losing him too.

Professional help is available, just not immediately. *laughs* I hope I haven't gone mad with anxiety yet by the time of my appointment.

So now I have to keep it bottled in. Bottle it in, bottle it in - or until next week, at least.

Monday, October 8, 2007
yexueli posted at 10:31 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Socialising is such an innate need within humans that sometimes, I forget how tiring people can be. They can be so tiring on your nerves, make you feel angry and frustrated, and even ruin your whole day in as little as two seconds.

Sometimes, it feels easier not to have friends, and just rely on your family, no matter how annoying or embarassing or naggy they can be. But when you have issues with your family, friends are the one you go to.

Talk about stuck between a rock and a hard place.

I guess friends are just a necessary evil. Just not all the time.
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