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how are you doing over there?
i wonder if it rains, if you're well, if you're happy
who knew life would be so hard without you
every day feels like a dark rainy night
my bed is cold, my arms are empty

come home, my love
bring me bright, sunny days again

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007
yexueli posted at 8:48 AM

My days seemed to have gone from bad to worse.

This is it, I think. This is my breaking point.

I can't go to the friends I usually go to, because I think I've just lost them. I can't even go to the one person I thought I could always rely on, because I'm losing him too.

Professional help is available, just not immediately. *laughs* I hope I haven't gone mad with anxiety yet by the time of my appointment.

So now I have to keep it bottled in. Bottle it in, bottle it in - or until next week, at least.